Quote by vatican92NOt dead or alive but
never born....
I like that.........
little mistake in question.. .....
then....... many of you want to be alive an others dead.....whatever..... for me
is very clear ...(in my point of view)....other said it's a pointless question
if you think it's ...........so dont waste your "beautiful" time
writing here ok! .....it's just a question to know the point of view of the others....happy
now?! ok!
My Lullaby, hung out to dry
What's up with that
It's over
Where are you dad
Mum's lookin' sad
What's up with that
It's dark in here
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to
My mouth is dry
Forgot how to cry
What's up with that
You're hurting me
I'm running fast
Can't hide the past
What's up with that
You're pushing me
.............
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to .........
Ignore reality there's nothing you can do about it
An Incomplete puzzle that I loved and when i finished it was missing a piece
....so It didn't look nice as it should....so I better burn it....lol...no
That"s not true ....and no more present after that.....
whatever....It's enough,....I think the discussion between us goes to far ...and
the thread is for everyone not just 4 me ...ok....
...There are many other people that want to express their feelings.....but
anyway.....I will take a time and think about that....no one is
perfect......even if they want to be...(SBD) ....I will give a chance to jellybeans
...later
Quote by pentsiveI think i would prefer
to be alive. Sure there are bad things about life like depression, poverty,
sadness, pain, and any emotions that we would like to avoid but i think there is
a trade off to being alive by being happy, making someone else happy, seeing a
smile, feeling good about yourself, and those feelings. With death you just end
it right there, nothing more. I would rather continue with a life just to see
where it goes instead of just ending it. I think that makes sense
Quote by MichaelWI've been depressed
plenty of times, but I've never wanted to commit suicide, and would never
inflict deliberate harm on myself.
merged: 09-28-2006 ~ 05:44am
maybe for u is more easy than 4 me....It's good to know that you wouldn't hurt
yourself
I never decided to have that kinda feelings...but I have them ....maybe I would
be easy to stop thinking about them ...but with nothing else to think about
......I think I don't have other option.
anyway......
About jellybeans thanxs for the advice ....but I 'm not gonna .... ..
....there are to many reasons for feeling depressed ...and believe me that I
wouldn't find a solution eating jellybeans....It could help but not at
all....but any way thanxs again...
ok I think .....I agree with U....we have a LIFE for each one of us.....Maybe
it's not like a celebrity life but It's our life...instead of how bad or good it
could be..... (SBE)
for me there are not a good days....why? .....my days are like your worst day
MichaelW.....I can be rounded by people but i still feel alone ....in just in
case I'm being rounded ...remember that if not I'm just with my shadow and no
more ....completely alone .....and about being dead It would be better coz when
u are dead you don't feel anything.....but unfortunaely I'm alive.....no wings
of hope for me ....I'm sorry...
of course that love can be one thing that is missing in someones heart......but
it's not the most important thing.....I think There are many other things that
can be considered important.........and about religious things...not everyone
thinks in a religious way.....just don't forget that .....there are....
yes ...some people will prefer to be dead cause they can't find a real meaning
for the life they are living and....I'm still locking for that ....what about
you?....So....don't you need something else .....I think I wouldn't have any
problem of being dead or alive for me is the same thing ......no good things
after all...
there are really lucky people in here that dont need to .......just say that
dont have that feeling of killing themselves.....It's ok..maybe......not all the
people live their lives in the same way,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I recently read a big part of all your post in my thread its strange now I'm in
the U and i feel less depressed than i felt in high school sometimes i want to
back in time and change my life but i know that i cant .....now i feel like i'm
dead like lain's friends (just kidding) and I'm just comunicating with you by
mail....buhhh ....uhm sorrry a reflexion of my self in this moments
.......thanks for your post ....long time that i havent visited minitokyo and
its forums so i came to check them and now i m here .... maybe now you must be
thinking that im more crazy than before excause me if it makes u get confused
...Im strange ...but anyways ...?
Uhm I would never cry 4 someone that had hurt me before and 4 other people thet
i would prefer not to tell:hmpf:..........that's all.
-_- I used to cry for people that have never deserve my tears. so i haven't cry
lately and that's good .this
will be another year that i won't cry for someone. the last year i didn't
I like that.........
little mistake in question..
.....
then....... many of you want to be alive an others dead.....whatever..... for me is very clear ...(in my point of view)....other said it's a pointless question if you think it's ...........so dont waste your "beautiful" time writing here ok!
.....it's just a question to know the point of view of the others....happy
now?! ok! 
lol
Nothing else to do........ maybe....
I still have that hole, searching 4 something to fill it.
An hour ,a minute, a second...all those things die everyday...but ..your soul...Does it die too?....maybe ...maybe not...
......This?
My Lullaby, hung out to dry
What's up with that
It's over
Where are you dad
Mum's lookin' sad
What's up with that
It's dark in here
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to
My mouth is dry
Forgot how to cry
What's up with that
You're hurting me
I'm running fast
Can't hide the past
What's up with that
You're pushing me
.............
Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to .........
An Incomplete puzzle that I loved and when i finished it was missing a piece
....so It didn't look nice as it should....so I better burn it....lol...no
That"s not true ....and no more present after that.....
whatever....It's enough,....I think the discussion between us goes to far
...and
the thread is for everyone not just 4 me ...ok.... 
...There are many other people that want to express their feelings.....but
anyway.....I will take a time and think about that....no one is
perfect......even if they want to be...(SBD) 
....I will give a chance to jellybeans 
...later
maybe....u could be right.........or maybe not
.....?....ok...>.<
ok I think .....I agree with U....we have a LIFE for each one of us.....Maybe it's not like a celebrity life but It's our life...instead of how bad or good it could be..... (SBE)
for me there are not a good days....why? .....my days are like your worst day MichaelW.....I can be rounded by people but i still feel alone ....in just in case I'm being rounded ...remember that if not I'm just with my shadow and no more ....completely alone .....and about being dead It would be better coz when u are dead you don't feel anything.....but unfortunaely I'm alive.....no wings of hope for me ....I'm sorry...
of course that love can be one thing that is missing in someones heart......but it's not the most important thing.....I think There are many other things that can be considered important.........and about religious things...not everyone thinks in a religious way.....just don't forget that .....there are....
yes ...some people will prefer to be dead cause they can't find a real meaning for the life they are living and....I'm still locking for that ....what about you?....So....don't you need something else .....I think I wouldn't have any problem of being dead or alive for me is the same thing ......no good things after all...
It could be posible that someone think about suicide everyday...?
yes it could be I'm one...
If i smile it doesnt mean that I'm happy
ok....a kind of envy around...
It´s good...maybe
there are really lucky people in here that dont need to .......just say that dont have that feeling of killing themselves.....It's ok..maybe......not all the people live their lives in the same way,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
for me is the first thought i have when i wake up.....no, not really but at least i think about it like 2 times in a day..no more...I'm not so sure
ANYWAY .........THANKS FOR WRITING IN MY THREAD ......I know its an old thread but there is always someone who wants to express something...
I recently read a big part of all your post in my thread its strange now I'm in the U and i feel less depressed than i felt in high school sometimes i want to back in time and change my life but i know that i cant .....now i feel like i'm dead like lain's friends (just kidding) and I'm just comunicating with you by mail....buhhh ....uhm sorrry a reflexion of my self in this moments .......thanks for your post ....long time that i havent visited minitokyo and its forums so i came to check them and now i m here .... maybe now you must be thinking that im more crazy than before excause me if it makes u get confused ...Im strange ...but anyways ...?
that really sounds like yugioh but i like the tittle
I have suffer a transformation within ......steal answers from the others..
I win, I win, you understand what I'm talkin' about ...kabura?
jajaja I'm just kidding
Good Luck Odeena
I hope you can meet him
Uhm I would never cry 4 someone that had hurt me before and 4 other people thet i would prefer not to tell:hmpf:..........that's all.
I used to cry for people that have never deserve my tears. so i haven't cry
lately 
and that's good 
.this
will be another year that i won't cry for someone. the last year i didn't 
-_-